I just asked J not to yell at little C, and he told me to shut up.
The weird thing is that I don’t even really care enough to fight about it. I’m just so tired of it having to be so hard between us. So tired.
Otherwise, today was pretty decent. You can read more about my day at The Second Road blog where I’ve been guest-posting lately, if you feel so inclined.
I feel bad that I’ve been neglecting my blog lately, but there hasn’t been that much going on that I feel like writing about. I’m sure there’s a shitstorm a-brewin’, but right now it’s fairly calm with a slight smattering of anxiety.
In fact, I’m pretty damn sure that there’s something I’m supposed to be doing and that I’ve forgotten about completely. Fuck.
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July 10, 2008 at 11:55 pm
Jennifer
I just wanted to tell you somehow I keep running into your name and I appreciate you sharing information that is really helpful. We call our daughter little C – how funny. My husband has been taking suboxone for 1 month, and has about 35 days clean from Oxycontin. I got the info you posted about needy meds and called the doctor. The original charge to been seen and evaluated was $300 then the next day was $200, then after that month, yesterday it was $130. That is just for the doctor. We are in a small town and he is the only one around for a long way that is certified. Anyway, they said they are willing to get the forms from the pharmaceutical company. So, I just wanted to tell you thank you for sharing. Also, were you ever tempted to take more than the prescribed dose of Suboxone, and do you know the affects? I don’t think it does anything to him but my husband – if he has the pill bottle with him – seems to always want to take more than the prescribed dose. I guess it is an old habit of always taking more of anything he was prescribed, but it is hard for me to understand. I just thought you might have some insight. I am not sure how else to contact you except to comment to you. Maybe you could respond to my email address if you have any thoughts. I originally found you through the Junky’s Wife, and am now a part of the The Junky’s Wives Club. Anyway, thanks for sharing.
July 11, 2008 at 4:12 pm
raj
you sound jaded …
July 12, 2008 at 2:54 pm
bottlecappie
Aw, raj, I’m not jaded. Just tired and grumpy.
Thanks for caring, though. Good to see you
July 12, 2008 at 3:01 pm
bottlecappie
Jennifer I’m emailing you.