Comments on: I did it! http://bottlecappie.wordpress.com/2007/12/17/i-did-it/ From addiction to Suboxone and beyond... Thu, 17 Dec 2009 19:50:11 +0000 http://wordpress.com/ hourly 1 By: Salem http://bottlecappie.wordpress.com/2007/12/17/i-did-it/#comment-557 Salem Mon, 01 Jun 2009 18:13:13 +0000 http://bottlecappie.wordpress.com/2007/12/17/i-did-it/#comment-557 I'm writting this comment with a pile of painkillers n front of me. A dark cold room in a fuckin palace .. I cant even get out of bed if i didn't take some ... An empty house an empty life .. Even th rain drops on my empty windows make me wanna shoot my self.. But I wont .. bcoz I know for sure that there is more in this comedy of life of mine ... There is more to live for.. And I never wanted to leave life from the back door. Your piece here moved me in ways like u cant think off .. I've desided to go clean .. To live the rest of my life with no pill or vodka or what ever .. I’m writting this comment with a pile of painkillers n front of me. A dark cold room in a fuckin palace .. I cant even get out of bed if i didn’t take some … An empty house an empty life .. Even th rain drops on my empty windows make me wanna shoot my self.. But I wont .. bcoz I know for sure that there is more in this comedy of life of mine … There is more to live for.. And I never wanted to leave life from the back door.

Your piece here moved me in ways like u cant think off .. I’ve desided to go clean .. To live the rest of my life with no pill or vodka or what ever ..

]]> By: SuboxoneMom http://bottlecappie.wordpress.com/2007/12/17/i-did-it/#comment-74 SuboxoneMom Wed, 26 Dec 2007 18:04:46 +0000 http://bottlecappie.wordpress.com/2007/12/17/i-did-it/#comment-74 The only thing I do know is that Non-Addicts don't question whether they are addicts or not......think about it. Wonderful story about you and little c. Treasure those moments, and write to her about it so that someday she could read it, when she's older. I also suffered from depression long before I picked up a drug. I do sometimes wonder if those opiates made me feel "normal" for a good reason. Perhaps it is what we are lacking chemically..... I dunno :0( The only thing I do know is that Non-Addicts don’t question whether they are addicts or not……think about it.

Wonderful story about you and little c. Treasure those moments, and write to her about it so that someday she could read it, when she’s older.

I also suffered from depression long before I picked up a drug. I do sometimes wonder if those opiates made me feel “normal” for a good reason. Perhaps it is what we are lacking chemically….. I dunno :0(

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